23 4 / 2014
guys are so full of shit “i’ll fuck you til you scream” yeah right you’ll finish in 3 minutes then roll over and sleep while i lie there trying to figure out when exactly you stuck it in
23 4 / 2014
22 4 / 2014
Not sure if its possible to be more moody than I am during period week.
22 4 / 2014
She is not “my girl.”
She belongs to herself. And I am blessed, for with all her freedom, she still comes back to me, moment-to-moment, day-by-day, and night-by-night.
How much more blessed can I be?"
21 4 / 2014
Tumblr feels so foreign… all I’ve been doing lately is school, school, sorority stuff, and more school - its a nice feeling to get a chance to post again.
So its been a little while since the Engineer and I started dating, and I’m still incredibly happy we made the decision to make things official. I find myself dropping names constantly when I’m talking to people about something even remotely related to him/us…like “OH MY BOYFRIEND DOES THAT”. LOL I’m that girl. I hate to admit it, but I totally am. I’m 90% sure my friends are completely and utterly done with me at this point, hahah.
My parents are coming down to help move my sister to her new job, so their going to be in the area this weekend, meaning that the Engineer will be meeting them on Saturday when they stop by for dinner. I’ve never had them meet any of my, ahem…male interests before, and its kind of freaking me out at this point. On one hand I’ve never been this confident in a boyfriend before and I’m ecstatic to have him meet some of the most important people in my life, but on the other hand, my parents have a very unique way of welcoming new people to the community.
My sister’s most recent long term boyfriend, who happens to be 1st generation Vietnamese, has been the brunt of a lot of not so culturally aware gossip between my parents, and since they’ve been dating since I was in high school and living at home, I’ve had the pleasure of experiencing what its like to listen to those comments. Its not the greatest thing to hear. Or to expect to hear of your own future significant other. I’m scared to think of what stereotypical shit they might say to the Engineer’s face and behind his back.
Whatever they think of, though, this dinner is still happening so we’ll see what goes down.
On another note, the Engineer and I have been dating for almost 3-ish months, give or take. I’m pretty sure neither of us knows the exact date since it was more of a fluid transition than anything else.
(LOL at my new photo editor…)
We’ve been doing a lot of things together and spend a ton of time together (like going to parties and running into 90% of my past hookups…), and I’ve never been happier. Also a little sketched out at the fact that we’re nearing on 3 months and I haven’t ever really made it that far with any one person… I’ve kind of been in a rut for the past several years that every time I’m seeing someone, the minute it hits 3 months, it just suddenly falls apart.
Let’s not do that, okay? Thanks.
The last 2 nights have been the first nights since fucking forever (like 3 months forever) that I’ve actually slept at my apartment, and its so weird. I supposed we’ve just gotten into the habit and hot damn I love cuddles soooooooooo. Yeah. Scotland in the fall is going to be really strange.
So anyhoo that’s my update on errthang and hopefully I’ll be posting more regularly again.
With that said - happy committed, casual, semi-casual, semi-causal but still seeing each other during the day, sort of kind of a one time thing but you both want to fuck again, not interested in you but it was cool that one night when I was drunk, and oh god this is only happening once and then you should just never talk to me again (consensual) hookups!
21 4 / 2014
"See, when you meet someone
for the first time,
you don’t really imagine that they would
turn out to be someone important to you.
You don’t really assume that
when you first learn someone’s name
that after awhile you would begin to really
get to know them inside and out,
or how you begin to pick up their habits,
and start talking like them,
or finishing the food off their plates
you don’t really see these things
happening, when you first meet someone.
Without really expecting it, this someone
who was only just a stranger to you before,
can all of a sudden mean so much more,
can become someone so special,
and someone you can’t see yourself
20 4 / 2014
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18 4 / 2014